Monday, April 30, 2007
when things start to get tiring,
it is only normal for us to want to find another way out.
i have been doing alot of thinking on my own this couple of days.
prolly cos i am coming of age alr.
prolly cause i just think too much.
but it brought me to a point
where i wished i could turn back time and hold it there.
i wished i could still be me in that polo tee and denim skirt with that pair of converse shoe on
with that slingbag on me high up.
pumping my mp3 with hot hot tunes.
those were the says when i was so happy.
naive probably.
i looked forward to work.
i had time to myself.
i din have to worry about a second person other than myself and family.
i had activities to look forward to.
but thinking about then brought me to another point
i was so anti-social that time.
i just wanted to be all by myself.
i din want to meet pple who know me on the streets.
i would turn away and hide.
in fact, i was lonely.
very lonely.
that point then brought me back to where i am now.
i think i am now more contented with the present situation.
silly old me.
does anyone even understand?
pouts lippie*
4/30/2007 12:23:00 AM